SHEEP IN THE BIG CITY

Wah training today ar, makes me really wanna change my attitude towards softball.
Three errors, it seemed stupid to others but i take it seriously.
I'm really angry at myself for being so useless.
NVM, i shall be patient. Believe in myself.
My mental strength, it sucks.
Im just being self-centered, like the world revolves around me.
Why ar? I must change......

I guess its just life, full of highs and lows.

Here comes the pressure, slowly but surely.
How am i gonna cope? hmm...... See first.
Once i got into this school, i'm like already prepared for whatever shit thats coming up so yea.
BRING IT ON! haha
I dun even have the time to write to my angels/mortal anymore, nice.

Oh yea i just realized my class bench is the best spot EVER. Toilet just behind, canteen just beside.

Hmm, i also realized that primary school kids like to talk lots of crap. Some say i look like a Malay, some say i look like a Korean, AHAHAHAHA. They call me mr hwa chong and heng yang mrs hwa chong, HUH? sometimes i wonder whats going on in their lil brains.

School has been great i guess, starting to know my classmates and senior class better. They are nice people, hopefully.

SOMEONE GIVE ME A SOFTBALL BRAIN, I CANT THINK QUICK ENOUGH.

OH YEAH ARES WON THE FAC SHIELD THINGY OH YEAH WE OWNED EVERYBODY ELSE HAHAHAHA SOOO HAPPY.

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thats me there :) pretty much sums up my life in JC so far. Or rather how im behaving.
Full of fun activities, but dunno why still the -.- face, like my mortal like that.
I think im crazy about ARES, the RED HOT faculty haha. We won the fac dance plus war games, HOWS THAT?

Softball? Nice! i love the team so much. selffar watch out there!
My class? Rocks! mugger free and friendly people.
My OG? Cool! OG rep one man show haha. ALEX FTW YEAH!!!
My hair? havent get caught yet haha.
My angels? both exposed! like easily.

HC is like so family, can see from the fac dances and stuff, speaking abt fac dances, ARES fac dance is sooo nice haha. The fac com is sooo cool and funny and i wanna get to know the fac com members -.-

Recently i've been playing this angel and mortal game with my senior class and i ended up clearing my food stock at home -.-

I feel that i'm at the right school, right place. HAHA IM GLAD! selffar sure worse! so ENGLISH! ANG MO PAI! haha, wadever u like to call HC but just know that we rock and u don't :)