SHEEP IN THE BIG CITY

Three games today man, with Jas, Jam, Storm.
We basically got owned.
But i love playing against the Japanese teams.
They are just too nice, as in their personality.
Before they step into the batter's box, they would say smth like,"thank you" or "duo duo zhi jiao" in Japanese.
They are like the "Ideal" people, thats what i think.
I think i'll enjoy their style of living.
And i got this lil Yokoso Japan badge thingy on my bag, its like the nicest of all :)

When i got home, the lights were not working.
Then i had to bathe in the darkness.
That was pretty scary.
What if i look into the mirror in the dark bathroom and cannot find my reflection?
That will be preeeettty scary huh.
Then i realised that i cant live without light.

Crap, termites everywhere in my house.
Im glad that they dont bite :)
My mum showed me the "secret hideout" of those termites.
I just couldnt stand a sight of it.
I hate bugs more than anything else.

Anyway, tomorrows teachers day celebration.
Going back to SAJS :)
Hopefully i'll get to play some games there.

Then weekend i'll have competition at NUS,
Quite a busy start for a holiday man.

I dun know why some ppl are so active, i dun get it.
I keep quiet, they say i emo.
But sorry, thats my personality.
You will never understand what its like not to have your parents by your side all the while.
Im used to that "emo" thing you guys are saying.
When its time to joke, i'll play along.
When im not interested, dun say i emo.
You know that 'sai' guy from naruto? Yea, im like him, emotionless.
Or 'Zero' from Evangelion.
A freak like me.

To all 3-10 people,
You guys have done pretty well over the past three years,
Carry on, even though others may talk bad about us.
Its their opinion, never a fact.
What makes them so great?

Nothing much to say, im just tired after training.
Next time everybody please help to keep equipment so that all can go home fast.
I think we are still not there yet, at this rate, never good enough to top.

What a lucky day.
We got fourth place (team event) at the national inter-school sports quiz competition.
And Keefe got the individual champ, means he was the BEST there.
Jerald got into top 20...... erm, yea it was Jerald, who got most of the easy questions wrong.
Isaac and i got nothing much :) just the team overall fourth. Quite sad arrr

The event was really fun.
We sat for the test, which was like MCQ, and i just tried my luck there :)
All of us thought that the test was quite hard, so we were getting ready to pack up or smth.
BUT
Our teacher in charge told us that we made it to the top four.
We were all like, "Ya la, as if we will fall for that."
Erm, so we accidentally made it to the finals.
We were all excited, i guess.

After the primary schools quiz was over (BTW, we had a good laugh, the kids were cute)
Keefe went up the stage to compete for the individual event.
The first three schools were like quite good already,
So we were like.....okay......
Then Keefe answered 9/10 questions correctly!
Dam, he must have attracted so many girls' attention man, JUST.......
But the three of us were seriously impressed by Keefe's performance.
He completely trashed the other schools :)

Erm, the team event was quite ok, though we got last.
We were told to leave the stage after we lost......
They were like,"Erm, can the other two schools leave the stage like, NOW?"
We were like trying to hide our faces after that......

Haha, what a day!
BTW, Keefe got himself a few contacts :)

Wow, im bilingual.
What is so good about getting selected?
I think im gonna disgrace the class.
I think im gonna screw up the sports quiz as well.

Anyway, teachers are so fun man!
Snow prince was like
"soOOOOOO" *zao sia*
*whole class burst out laughing*

Chinese teacher was like
"sexgiving day"
*whacks WJ real hard for making fun of her*

HAHAHA, real jokers.

Kai, my cantonese owns!
Better than you.
nei han hoi d la.

I miss home.
Nvm, soon.
Australia is fine too! I'll get to visit my brother and his "gang"
There are so many things i want to do.
Who understands? This place is everyone's home, not mine.
Joining my brother isn't a bad idea, but i hate racism, or wadever form of discrimination.
Btw, its everywhere.
That's why i miss home.

Dam, my english sucks.
C5 man, how worse can it get?
But nvm, it was sort of expected.
But my history elec test got 11/13, my teacher said well done.
Well, that was what he said to almost everyone.
Nice, Wei Zhi got full marks, he proved that sports class people got brains :)
Congrats anyway.

Ello, its Monday again.
This morning's assembly prayer was about
"God only help those who help themselves"
I was kinda surprised to hear that,
It sounded as if the prayer was specially for me.
It was like a wake up call.

Then in the afternoon,
There was chinese remedial,
Teacher talked about this phrase,
It was about, something about
If life, people laugh at one another, and occasionally, you laugh at others.
I feel that all these things happened because of me.
Some kind of hint.

Dont really want to talk about the afternoon training.
Can someone offer a solution?
Can someone just do the talking?
Im tired.

Dave Ming Cheng
What a name hah.
I like the way Dave smiles and laughs like a retard,
Never fails to make everyone laugh.

Gina: So, where are you from? Do you live around here?
Dave: Yes, of course. I am just a regular person from right here on Earth, just like you. I just don't get out that much.
Gina: Yeah, judging from your suit, I'd say since about 1978. [laughs]
Captain: Note: all-white apparel is not as standardized as we thought.
Gina: [laughing] You late for a Bee Gees concert or something?
Dave: Bee Gees. Barry, Robin and Maurice. The brothers Gibb. Winning ten Grammy Awards and selling over 100 million records.
Dave: [high-pitched, fast singing] Well, you can tell by the way I can use my walk / I'm a woman's man, no time to talk / Eh, Eh, Eh, Eh, Stayin' Alive / Ehhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!
Lol this part rocks.

I enjoyed the movie, but next time dun make me wait so long please la
I almost finished my mashed potato before i went into the cinema......
Honestly, i was really pissed.
Anyway, nobody cared, except for Zuo who tried to console me, surprisingly(i hope he was sincere there)
Anyway, Dave managed to put a smile on my face once again :)

Oh yea Ben, you wont be upset coz i didn't follow you to Novena for concert right?
Hope you enjoyed, I'm not the concert type anyway.
Just take it as i wont make a difference, that will be fine.

Different means different, none can deny it.
I feel different.
I'm like a passer-by, never to be involved in the story.

Cello, its Friday night!!
Rejoice! Haha

Lets talk about friends.
My class right, most of us have been classmates for 3 years.
Did i say 3 years? Thats pretty (very pretty) fast?
Well, we have been through ups and downs together.
I must say that we are now very well bonded together.
Brothers.

There! The softballers, of course we are good friends, i suppose.
Not to forget Daniel, James, KAYUE, Edmund, Wee (quite big arr)

The throwers, last time we were better friends i think.
Thats what i feel.

Basketballers, the tall lot.
Quite ok la, we joke around, but not really close to them.
Maybe because of the height difference.
Maybe because they are too good in their sport.

Thats the three main groups, others are the table tennis, cross, tennis, track.
Simply too many to list here.
Anyway, the past three years have been great with the class, overall :)

I realised that friends sometimes like to take advantages.
Like asking for writing papers (sounds familiar?)
Borrowing of correction tape.
And asking you to print things for them.
Well, some may not be able to tolerate this (like me)
But i realised that if you do not help them, something bad will happen and you may risk losing your friend :(
So sometimes i just help reluctantly.
And i'll never forget to ask them for help whenever i want,
Coz i want to even things up abit, you know......
HAHA

Bello, do you know that its thursday already?
And tomorrow will be friday, last day!
Isnt that great?

Today the softballers did the strength test.
In the morning, we did the agility test.
My acceleration was really slow man, got thrashed by Jerald badly.
But i was happy that i improved.
Quite fast ARR! Jerald.
Improved alot ARR!! Kayue.

Then it was the gym test in the afternoon.
The thrower coach asked me what was my target for the squats.
I said,"dunno"
She said,"You don't have a target? Athletes go to the Olympics with a target"
I said,"Erm, maybe 110kg?"
I am happy that i achieved my goal and got myself a gold medal :)
But, no medal for bench press, Jerald was simply too gay.
Quite strong ARR!!, Kayue and Jerald.

Quite big arr!!!! lol

Empty.
That's the word to describe what i feel now.
There is no purpose in life at all.
Everyday, tests, tests, tests.
Training has become the only thing I'm looking forward to in school now.
Today, i arrived at the lobby downstairs after training.
I forgot my keys, so i could'nt tap in.
I called home, nobody answered.
Because my mum was in the kitchen, so could'nt hear.
I tried and tried, getting more and more frustrated everytime.
There is this guy, who happened to be my neighbour, who also arrived at the lobby.
He had to make a phone call so he did'nt tap in.
So i stood there waiting.
Finally, my mum answered the call and i got in.
After this incident, i realised how things can go "not according to plan"
It makes people really frustrated.
I know i was impatient there, but i'm really sick of it already, all the tests, things to accomplish, and all these irritating little incidents can make me go crazy anytime.
(although i dont mind becoming like the Joker, which is quite cool i think)
Empty.
(I'll like to have a smile on my face)

Yea, ZP and i have concluded that Japanese gymnasts in the Olympics are imba-ly handsome.
Yea imba-ly (new way of expressing)
Bet they know some black magic whereby you can suck all the people's good looks :)
And somemore, they are so good in their events man.
I think they are over-blessed. Hah

Allo, im blogging again, duh.
So, there is this little secret which my brother is trying to hide from the rest of the family, except sis, coz she noes it already.
He is finding the right time to tell it,
BUT, being a "can think" guy,
I can roughly guess the secret :)
Hope im right.

Ah, nothing much to write already, thinking of deleting this blog.
The voting poll is the tagboard.
Cast your votes ppl.
Whether u think a blog like this should cease to exist, best with explanations :)

Is patience a virtue?
Need more patience here.

I want to protest!
lol just now tuition right, i did some standard deviation practices.
GOSH!!!!!!!!!!!!
THE STEPS ARE NEVER ENDING
U find the frequency times the data, then find mean, then find data minus mean, then find square of data minus mean, then use frequency times the square of data minus mean, then divide by the sum of frequency......
AND IT GOES ON AND ON AND ON AND ON........
Crap la!

Wow, the national day parade was nice,
actually i only liked the part whereby the aircrafts did the heart shape :)
I could see the clear view from my house.
Missed the Beijing Olympics opening because of tuition, freak.
And my tuition teacher kept teaching A maths, boring!
So few people online on msn now, must be busy watching olympics man.
Should i talk to ppl more on msn? But feel so extra.
So, there goes my long weekend.

Lets talk about some movies.

Zohan:
Hah this movie is sick.
I still dont get the part whereby zohan brings the customer into a room and after a while the shelves outside start shaking, im puzzled, but its not possible to be THAT right?
Anyway, this movie is all about dumb jokes.

Dark Knight:
Since i wrote abt this, i'll just put down a few quotes

The Joker: Wanna know how I got these scars?

The Joker: I want...I want my phone call. I want my phone call.

The Joker: You have nothing, nothing to threaten me with. Nothing to do with all your strength.

Joker: Let's turn the clocks back. A year ago, these cops and lawyers wouldn't dare cross any of you. I mean, what happened? Did your - did your balls drop off? Hmm?

The Joker: Wanna know how I got these scars? My father was....a drinker. And a fiend. And one night he goes off crazier than usual. Mommy gets the kitchen knife to defend herself. He doesn't like that. Not. One. Bit. So, me watching, he takes the knife to her, laughing while he does it. Turns to me and he says "Why so serious?" Comes at me with the knife,"Why so serious?" He sticks the blade in my mouth. "Let’s put a smile on that face!" And..... Why so serious?
(i love this part man)

Taken from imdb.

When the joker appears right, there will be a background music, i love that too! :)
Overall, Heath Ledger did a great job! As well as the director.

See you!

I watched the Dark Knight today.
It was nice, although i don't really get the jokes.
So the joker and the batman played mind games,
Trying to outwit each other.
It was exciting and the plans were really clever.
The guy who acted as joker did a really good job :)
The joker was a lunatic, but i bet he is the smartest lunatic out there, and the most dangerous.
The movie kept us in suspense all the way.
Great movie indeed.
Zp, u missed it.

Oh yea, our coach is gonna see us through the last season.
Say he is gonna revert back to the training intensity our first batch of senior have experienced.
Sounds scary but if the hard work pays off, i'll do it.
As long as we clinch the title.
I'll do anything to get rid of my weak game mentality.

Byezxx

BTW, there was a reason why we sat separately :)
And, terence, i'll write the bad stuff abt u later :)

Terence is forcing me to write something nice about him.
So here it is:

1,Do you know that he can provide warmth when you feel cold?
Just give him a hug :)

2,He can keep you entertained all day, if you find him irritating, just grab his pencil case and threaten to throw it away :)

3,He is filthy rich :)

4,He cares about his friends, though i find it irritating.

5,He can solo a party, means he can 1 vs many :) so ganking is a good choice.

6,He is hyperactive and its unbelievable for his size :)
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YAY, long weekend coming, what to do?
I want to train on saturday again!

Oh yea, Isaac knows my secret, crap.
Although i dunno wad secret.
But sounds threatening......
DAMN!
Could it be THAT secret?

Haha, i found these in my sis com...... Cant stand my bro......a retard when taking photos

Uncle Sam! No im not mugging there please la. Im checking the condition of the book.
Why my sis always stand so close?

Thats all for today!

Teachers are chasing me for my homework already, and i dont really know how to do them.

This sucks. Plus all the freak'n tests.
How do cat high students survive? I wonder.

Hah, look at this picture, u see a leg without a body right?

Thats Jin Peng falling off lol. What the freak?

The pic reminds me of wee kian, when will he be coming back?

Training with him will be fun :)

Everything just changed so much......

Somehow i just wanna see the end of secondary school life soon.

Tired of this routine already.

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To the sec fours: just do your best for O level since you only have to do it once :)

So good, can leave the school very soon le......

Still struggling as a pathetic sec three here.

Ah, here i am complaining about my results again.
It just sucks.
BTW, Juncen, i passed my physics. :)
Cheers!
And apparently, someone is being an ass by showing his results right in my face, saying that he has got a better score.
Sorry, im not as good as you. :)
But i know that i've tried my best.

Isaac, yea i dont know what it feels like. :)
Thats why i said i cant help.
But if u have got other problems, i may be able to help.
Studies, ask other people better :)

Who agrees that life sucks, for now?
Come join the dark side lol.

I decided to slack abit today, so dint do much.
Read a few blogs, and i found a common problem.
We are all taking things too seriously.

For those who have study problems right, like me
Just do your best, take the exams and you should be grateful for the results.
Let it be a wake up call if u did badly,
If u have done well, then do it again.
"Always look on the bright side of life"

Those who have *ahem* problems, i cant help you.

Those who have family problems, face them and do treasure your family members.

Whatever it is, face the problem.
You can always vent your frustrations on friends :)
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I lost something and im trying to find it,
Knowing that it wont be an easy task.
Hope i can find it.

And congrats to the c div for ending the season with a well played game.
Win or lose doesnt matter.
A match worth watching indeed.

I like this song, Close to you, dunno why.
"Why do birds....."
It nice.

Well, weekend is over and let me summarize it abit.
Saturday, started the day with softball.
Glad that Kayue and Daniel made the effort to come down and train.
We threw around, did abit of batting and double plays, so fun. :)
This is what i call life, YEA.

Sunday, did my homework and yea......
No life.
Had dinner with my mum at great world city,
It brought back memories, lots of them.
When i was still in primary one and we would visit the place almost everyday coz it was like 5 mins walk from our house last time.

Close friends? none.
Im used to living alone,
They asked,arent you afraid of living alone?"
I replied,"afraid of?"
All these years.......
But you people have families, so treasure them.

I learnt to treasure something before losing it.
I tried, but it was too late coz i dint treasure it from the beginning.

Yea! freedom, finally.
Let me have one day of freedom tomorrow, let me do the stuff i like, before another week of tests again.
It was pretty scary to hear that some of my classmates studied until 2-3 am during the exam week.
While i'll read the notes and fall asleep most of the time.
Anyway, mr3 is over and there are only final year papers left :)
Thx for the encouragement sec fours, you guys must be mugging dam hard.
Remember, dun let ur *ahem* affect your studies, for some of you.

Ok, talk about the cip today.
I joined Keefe's javelin grp for the third time.
We came up with our own stupid games because we were bored.
Thinking back, we were so childish
But its a good sign :)
Looking forward to more cip activities coz i dun even have 50 points yet i think, but not flag day please.

Cant wait for tomorrow!
But im gonna get a good sleep first, after all the exam stress which almost killed me.
Goodnight