Exams are so not fun
Everyday study, lose sleep and in the end still do badly
Then feel like some walking dead in school
Which reminded me of Joel, dont know why
Nvm, tomorrow is the last day, YEA
Sorry Juncen, i failed you, i wont be able to do well for the physics test i guess. Thx for the FREE tuition anyway.
Looking forward to more of ur free tuitions :)
For softballers:
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Semi finals for the c div was great, though the pen ran out of ink while i was scoring.
The first three innings were tied, pretty exciting.
But seriously, i couldn't imagine the c div winning, i just couldn't picture it, the picture of JP with a big smile after winning :)
In softball, every play has to be precise and the players must be 100% focused.
They were, in the first 3 innings.
After that, they simply gave up.
You guys should have seen how desperate our coach was, he wanted them to win very much.
There was a significant drop in performance, all those misses and stupid mistakes aft 3rd inning.
U cant blame them, it was the first time they have BEEN THERE.
Im talking about the semi finals here, not the finals.
Big game must have big mindset.
Nvm guys, next year i believe we will be able to reach that far, if not further.
Dun emo because of the lost man.
I realised that time flies
already 3 seasons with CH
First was the championship year, dunno wad was happening.
Second was the number "9" year, zero contribution.
Third year, sort of zero contribution also, but enjoyed playing with seniors.
(fill in the blank) - reserved for the one who controls fate.
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Totally dint know what to write for the english exam, die.
Why do they have to make our lives so difficult?
My coach was like saying how come last time dun have so many tests and remedials? Is it because we are lousy or they were good last time?
Distractions; computer gaming, sms, summer games, tv, music
All these little things consume our precious time, and without us noticing.
Congrats, c div, top four.
But, no way, we are not shaving, i've never done tt in my life and im never gonna do it. I'll look like some freak.
School doesnt accept bald ppl man.
This morning i went to some car exhibition.
Not the normal ones, but those very old cars.
They planned to race around the Padang area.
Then we watched the different types of cars sort of "warming up" for the race, or some preview thing.
My uncle was very excited because it was indeed a rare chance to see all those cars.
But, i was rushing for tuition, and was getting abit impatient.
My uncle wanted me to meet his friend who owns one of those cars.
But we left early because i gtg.
So i sort of spoilt the mood......
Again
Then at the AMK hub carpark, the number of cars trying to get into the dam carpark was like a lot?
So i left the car and walked down to the basement.
In conclusion, the increased cost of fuel doesnt affect Singaporeans at all, because they are rich.
Half of the day is gone, and i gotta prepare for exams tmr, should i leave sg with my sis(because shes leaving later) and escape to australia so that i dun have to do the exams? Or should i stay and rot?
Do i even have a choice at all?
So, now im gonna live with my mother for another few months in sg.
Im worried abt her, she has got nothing to do in the day, and i always reach home quite late in the evening.
Hope time flies for both of us.
And i know i shouldnt be writing this.
Im sian of exams and tests already.
The chinese homework, abt youngsters hurting themselves due to stress and all makes me wanna do the same thing...... nah
But life is seriously stressful.
There is something wrong with me.
I cant play good softball with some people.
For example, today, while i warmed up my throw with JT, i THREW LIKE CRAP!
After that, i went to catch Leo's pitches, and i got back the feel of the ball, and threw quite well.
I think its because i dont have confidence in the person im throwing to.
Another example, i wont screw up in events like the Singapore schools selections, not that much at least.
Then during src, i played like crap.
Which also means, i cant play good softball with many people around watching.
That's why i cant perform during home games.
(sometimes, I'll like to be a robot, which does not have any emotions, and nothing can affect it)
I wish that there is a book titled,"I can be a robot, so can you"
THE TOUGHEST CHALLENGE IN LIFE IS YOURSELF!
Its the mindset that makes the difference.
Maybe i've expected too much from the juniors.
Their minds are still unsettled, lack mental toughness.
Nvm, ur may not be able to reach top four, so be prepared for it.
Theres some serious problem with the boy who sits beside me in class.
Halfway through lesson, he would stare at me, and smile.
NO, he doesnt belong to the class of 3-2
in other words, NO, he doesnt like purple colour, i am sure of that.
He is JUST TRYING TO IRRITATE ME.
I have this boy who sits BEHIND me and he is also affected by the boy sitting BESIDE me.
So, we would often gank him(like taking something from his pencil case)
He LOVES his pens very much, haha.
So, thats his ULTIMATE WEAKNESS......
Sometimes you must not have too much confidence in yourself, if not, once you fail, you will never regain confidence again. Stay humble and you will be fine, very fine.
Ask yourself, what makes you so great?
I know, everybody is unique, but that doenst mean you are great.
I dun belong to Isaac.
I like egg tarts, kong tat is fine too.(NAH!)
I seriously need help in chem and physics .
I want enlightenment!
The C div surprised me today.
They played great softball, WOW.
Good stop and excellent pitching by Jun Wei, Good hit by Sean(First at bat, first pitch, WHACK! HOMERUN!), Good play by Jerome, Good stop by shortie(though he fumbled), Good double play by timothy. YOU GUYS WERE GREAT.
If you guys can play like today for the the rest of the matches, coach will shave bald sooner or later (BUT NOT THE B DIV BECAUSE WE NEVER AGREED TO THAT)
Tomorrow, the match against HC will probably be one of THE deciding matches, whether you guys will make it to the top four.
Believe in yourselves, you guys are capable of reaching the Finals, i think.
Prove me right.
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TERENCE, you are SICK(in the mind)
Good luck for my tests tomorrow.
Yang Qin, im not your lover.
Kayue, im about the same standard as you in studies.
Zp, its a natural instinct for ppl to throw YOUR pencil case at YOU. HAHA
Please win HC tomorrow, juniors.
TESTS before EXAMS, GREAT.
Guess i'll have to live with it for the next one and a half year.
NVM, life after secondary school WILL be better.
I'll have to go through it anyway.
Everybody should stop being so serious man, always look on the bright side of life.
Focus on one thing at a time, other things will only cause distractions.
Think about it.
Its better to be a no life person during secondary school years. FACT.
For example, Kayue has no life besides playing soccer. so yea.
He focuses on his interest, so he will improve.
The title is random so dun bother.
AH, my niece is leaving tomorrow, i feel so sad.
Because i know that after she leaves, everything is gonna become normal again, back to the usual boring routine.
HOMEWORK HOMEWORK TESTS TESTS TESTS EXAMS EXAMS EXAMS EXAMS!!!
"习惯"
Why school so like that??
These few days, i have been busy playing wih my lil niece,
So yea, no time to post.
Anyway, nothing much happened over these few days......
SO, ITS TIME FOR RANDOM STUFF
AGAIN!
RANDOM STUFF #1
I realised that my lil niece's skull isnt fully developed yet, so when you touch her head, its like a bit soft soft. Babies are like that, they said, somehow i find it sickening coz the brain is like.......
AH NEVERMIND.
RANDOM STUFF #2
MATTHEW, TJIOE behaves better than you, im sure.
You have become such an attention seeking person in class......
You are so rude to the teachers.
WHAT IS WRONG WITH YOU?
RANDOM STUFF #3
Jerald, your pitching has become faster, and......
what a pain to catch!
RANDOM STUFF #4
Keefe's virgin homerun!!! Even though its against the c div during training.
Bet you saw Jerald's hit, which almost landed on the shotput area.
Weekend is over, again, why so fast......
Managed to watch Hellboy 1 and 2.
Both Movies are super cool, especially Hellboy 2.
I think Prince Nuada in Hellboy 2 ROCKS!
The way he uses his spear thingy is cool.
I like his character design.
I wonder how Hellboy and Liz had those babies......
I dun wanna think about it.
But, Liz loves Hellboy, despite the fact that he is a monster, or Devil, wadever.
Which is quite touching......
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Oh yea, lil niece is coming to SG tomorrow, haha, looking forward to tmr!
Friday, stress day.
two out of three tests at the risk of failing.
Am i supposed to stay positive?
Anyway, its already over, so time to relax abit.
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I watched this movie, the pink panther on AXN.
It really hilarious!
Its about some detective who is much more retared than Jonny English trying to solve a murder case. Theres like one hilarious scene every five seconds? Yes, i did count.
Anyway, it ROCKS. Watch it.
AHH, i felt de-stressed after the movie, thank God.
"Can i take a look at your rusty BOWLS?"(Due to his accent, it sounded like BALLS)
Then the guy was stunned, and he asked again.
Finally, he said ok and was about to take off his pants.
Then the guy took the rusty bowl on the table......
Then, there was this scene whereby one English teacher is trying to teach the detective American English.
"May i have a HAMBURGER please!"
The detective, due to his weird accent, said
"Mui ei have uh emburrrrrg please?"
Then the teacher prompted him again, and again.
Finally, she got dam frustrated and they almost fought.
HAHA, it was freaking funny, you have to watch it to know.
Alright, thats it, Physics owned me flat today.
Should be able to fail la. HAH
I studied, but just couldnt apply it to the test.
How stupid.
More to come, three tests tomorrow.
Chemistry test? We shall see the results lol.
READY? GET SET! FLUNK!
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Here and there, one homework from each subject teacher everyday, is enough to kill us.
Where got time to revise?
Thanks arh! Teachers!
Today had the O lev oral exam.
Thank God i was able to speak fluently!
Before the exam, i told myself.
"God is right here to guide me, he is just beside me."
"When i present myself to the examiners, God will watch over me, so its not 2 vs 1 , its 2 vs 2!
Then i closed with a prayer.
It worked for me, so i had a peaceful mind while i was talking.
Although i didnt know what i crapped about, but it came out naturally.
Should be able to pass.
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Theres like 4 more tests???
You know what, O level oral exam is tmr for me.
Im gonna talk the crap out of myself, at least can get an average grade maybe?
YEAH!
And the oral exam is just ONE out of the SIX tests coming up this week.
All squeezed into 3 days.
How am i gonna survive?
Cant wait for the weekend.
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Stay positive, for those who are having their competitions and good luck!
Work hard for you studies if your competitions are over!
Hey, why you seldom log in? Quite late in the night somemore......
Hah, work hard for your studies and also train hard! Friends are very helpful when it comes to studies. Next year get champs!
If you have time to read this blog, please remember to tag!
Remember im not really a hardcore mugger like what you thought lol.
Yea, this message is for the person whom i talked to last night, study hard!
The worst thing that can happen to me while studying is to doze off.
ARG! Just get rid of it, will you???
Study=boredom
boredom=doze off
None can help.
Self study needs way more discipline man.
A path is set for everyone, study is the only way to overcome it, no turning back, like it or not.
-fate
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Stop complaining, you freaks out there, you are just being snobbish and cannot accept the fact tt someone is better than you.
Just because you feel something is unfair and you start complaining, why dont you work your ass off to improve???
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Bye, coz im dead tired after tuition.
AHH! Chemistry is so frustrating to study.
I cant even understand the contents in the textbook!
Chem=fei, right? Maakii?
Im switching tuition after next week, i guess, because i really cant stand this teacher already.
If this goes on, im just wasting my money.
Jerald, admmit it, you are wasting your money too.
Im struggling with chem and physic, someone give me free tuition. Be my fourth chem teacher :)
Study group is fine too.Yea.
Watching cartoon network is a great way to de-stress :)
Fact.
This morning when my uncle drove me to school, he read from this banner outside the school......
"Catholic high coming home......wad is it ar???"
"Homecoming day" I corrected. *dammit*
For the whole day, we sold fries, but we just couldnt finish the packets.
What a waste!
So we went around selling the fries, then i would often take a walk to the dunking pool which was set up by our class as well.
So fun, i think everybody enjoyed the dunking part.
Although the profit may be very little, but it was fun, wasnt it???
Actually, i did bring extra clothes......jerald.
Just that i dint wanna get wet, hah.
Keep this between you and me, alright???Daniel???
SHHHH!!!!! (because i bought a chicken wing from daniel for 1 dollar,when he was supposed to sell for 2 dollars each)
OOPS!!!
Anyway, there were more people than i have expected.
Yea, but because of the rain, the business was abit affected.
Overall, it was fun, yea.
Hey! Today school was surprisingly relaxed.
Then went to my juniors' match at some sec school.
I think their fielding did quite well, probably can make it to top 8.
Two home runs in the game, sounds nice huh?
BUT, most of my juniors could not hit the pitches, I'm still thinking why......
Yea and the umpire was quite sotong, anyhow call strike 3......
Then coach said,"see! even the umpire wants to strike you out lah!"
Real funny, haha.
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I'm arranging my stack of worksheet.
Time for some revision.
Since I'm stupid now, i have to put in more hard work to make up for the stupidity.
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I LOVE ANYHING!HAHA......THE DRINK!!!
Though i dont drink it???
BYE!
Sincerely,
Stupid boy
Alright, i failed A maths test.
Three years ago, i did well in studies, nobody believed.
Now, i did badly, people do not believe.
Higher the expectation, greater the disappointment.
Higher the climb, greater the fall. (basically means the same thing la)
Sorry, if you have high hopes on me.
I'll try my best and do well.
But, i just want to be treated like everyone else.
I wish,"Hey! you did well in your studies! Congrats!"
Not, "Aiya, get so high again, go back to your homeland la!"
I would like to hear,"Hey, do better next time! I can help you if you want! Stay positive man!"
Not, "Haha, holy one become holy shit!"
And,"Why get so low? You slack ar? Over-confidence???"
I always do my best, just that im adjusting to this number of subjects......
Deal???
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Long live phiten gang!!!