SHEEP IN THE BIG CITY

There is something wrong with me.
I cant play good softball with some people.
For example, today, while i warmed up my throw with JT, i THREW LIKE CRAP!
After that, i went to catch Leo's pitches, and i got back the feel of the ball, and threw quite well.
I think its because i dont have confidence in the person im throwing to.
Another example, i wont screw up in events like the Singapore schools selections, not that much at least.
Then during src, i played like crap.
Which also means, i cant play good softball with many people around watching.
That's why i cant perform during home games.
(sometimes, I'll like to be a robot, which does not have any emotions, and nothing can affect it)
I wish that there is a book titled,"I can be a robot, so can you"

THE TOUGHEST CHALLENGE IN LIFE IS YOURSELF!
Its the mindset that makes the difference.