Empty.
That's the word to describe what i feel now.
There is no purpose in life at all.
Everyday, tests, tests, tests.
Training has become the only thing I'm looking forward to in school now.
Today, i arrived at the lobby downstairs after training.
I forgot my keys, so i could'nt tap in.
I called home, nobody answered.
Because my mum was in the kitchen, so could'nt hear.
I tried and tried, getting more and more frustrated everytime.
There is this guy, who happened to be my neighbour, who also arrived at the lobby.
He had to make a phone call so he did'nt tap in.
So i stood there waiting.
Finally, my mum answered the call and i got in.
After this incident, i realised how things can go "not according to plan"
It makes people really frustrated.
I know i was impatient there, but i'm really sick of it already, all the tests, things to accomplish, and all these irritating little incidents can make me go crazy anytime.
(although i dont mind becoming like the Joker, which is quite cool i think)
Empty.
(I'll like to have a smile on my face)

Yea, ZP and i have concluded that Japanese gymnasts in the Olympics are imba-ly handsome.
Yea imba-ly (new way of expressing)
Bet they know some black magic whereby you can suck all the people's good looks :)
And somemore, they are so good in their events man.
I think they are over-blessed. Hah

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